Today i wish you could have seen it.
The glimmer in her eyes.
The joy she experienced.
The thoughts that would make anyone smile.
You would have been proud.
Of her passion.
Of her love for life.
Of the all the things she's done.
I know it must be hard.
To not smile and put your hand on her head.
To not give her a hug and tell her your proud.
To not give her the things she deserves.
You gave everything you could.
You fought long and hard.
You tried to fight it, for her sake.
You wanted to be there at her graduation.
You wanted to see her smile.
You wanted to see the joy on her face.
But it was too hard.
She suffered watching you endure it.
She cried when you weren't looking.
She hid away her emotions all the way up till the end.
She smiled said "Daddy i love you".
But inside she was broken.
She didn't want to see you go.
But she didn't want you to suffer anymore.
You eventually gave in to the cancer.
You left us.
Now as i sit here writing this
I know your watching over her.
In ways we as human beings cannot even begin to imagine.
You are her guardian angel.
Thank You for being there for her when i can't be.